I feel like afloat. It's so quiet. I'm loving it anyhow. While I miss the feelings I felt several months back, I guess I'm better off this way because I'm at peace with myself. Nothing's more important to me now than my peace of mind.
I still miss the guy, yes, but little by little, I have been accepting the fact that it's over. You cannot push yourself into someone else's life.
If there's one thing I know I would be regretful of, then it would be the chance we could have on becoming good friends. It's just so immature. He could have trusted me and realized that we could transform our "relationship" to mereley platonic. I could be happy seeing him happier with someone else. I could have shown him that I can be there for him no matter what..
We could have been, we could have been...
