Monday, March 15, 2010

Not Necessary...

I cannot reconcile the fact of having to delete the social network acounts and the intent to get away from me.. I don't think it's necessary.. I hope you are mature and man enough to tell me the real score.. What's wrong?! I don't understand... We are supposed to be mature people and the experiences we've had in the past should have been enough to allow us to act accordingly.. You wanted to leave then why not tell me straight-face? I don't need that damn shunning off! I want us to be friends... it's like you're punishing me.. for what, john, for what?
Your treatment of me is deserving only of someone who did you no good... Did i hurt you? What did I do to deserve all these?
All I wanted is for us to be okay for old times' sake.. eleven months is eleven months.. we could no longer erase the fact that we have become a part of each other's lives. I am not asking for you to love me.. all I wanted for us is to be okay because whether I like it or not, I know that you have given me enough of what I need.. You have made me happy and pushed me to be who I am now.. I won't be where I am if not because of you.. I have all the gratitude I could have for having you in my life...
I just want you to be here in the least possible way, nothing more, nothing less...