Time and Distance

This day is one of those days I know I wouldn't forget for the rest of my life.. As I have been posting in my statuses at FB and FS, "Time and distance are essential to FORGIVENESS".. Every pain and heartache I felt vanished so naturally..

Finally, after two years, me and a past, Ian, have already buried the hatchet. I never thought that our lives could turn like this so positively. We might never become great friends at all, but knowing that we have forgiven each other for the past hurts is such a big leap in itself.

I remember the days when the thought of losing him makes me cry every night. The thought of him loving somebody else almost killed me.. I harbored the pain for almost a year. I cannot deny the fact that John, who came in on November 2008, made it a lot easier. His entry in my life made me move forward and regain myself...

I never thought me and Ian would ever come to this point. The feeling of not feeling anything upon seeing him happy carrying his baby confirms that I have really moved on. And I am glad to come this far.. =)

John, on the other hand, declined talking to me. Oh well, another time and distance to look forward to for a reconciliation like mine and Ian's here again ....

Meantime, let me just enjoy this great feeling of freedom and forgiveness.. :)